i'm happy though it hurts me badly..

it was midnight, the sky was totally dark.
no star to shine it bright.
no air to refresh my night...

so I opened the radio and silently listen.
the music was softly played by then.
while I'm listening, my mind was running,
for someone i am longing.

He is the man I want, the man that i really loved.
my heart can't help but smile, whenever i saw him laugh.
But need my feelings to forgot.
don't want his way be blocked.

He is a man who loved God fearfully.
And i know what he wanted to be.
He wanted to draw to God closely,
and only i can do is support him silently.

though it hurts inside,
i tried my best to hide my heart were achingly cry,
my eyes won't make me smile.
i loved him so much, and I loved God as much.
that's why I'm letting him go, and not let my feeling show.

live on Gods purpose!

there are no permanent things in this world.
all of us even things where just like an air that sweep on each others skin, make us breath, touch and feel but there after it'll be gone.... and replace a new air to let us feel it's new...


in our lives.,
we are all struggling by losing our love or losing the things we want in our lives; family, friends, job, houses, or any material things.
Sometimes, things happen without seeing the good reasons because we tend to focus to a hurting situations....
remember this simple verse that God promises to us....
" all things work together for good according to His purpose to those who have faith "

So, live life and love to live!!!!